Saturday, December 12, 2009

STPM is Over, F6 is Over

Finally hav a lil free time to write a post,wanna giv some sentiments and reflections on my STPM...
i thought , am i taking a wrong path now..
y i din study on the past ?
yay, regret now
noe tat i can do better , 2 times better than now , but i hav failed ,
n there is no second chance ald ,
so start to blame myself..
STPM seem as one of the turning point in my life , decides my future
i watched on my own test paper , i brood : i can do this question if i hav read the notes on this chapter ,
but now , no no no!!
in fact , i hav not enough time to read those notes ,
bcuz always lounged the days away , waive on study
didnt concentrate in class at all ><
properly i should accept consequences resulted by my acts
i'm really frightened of the STPM result now..
i scared that if i couldnt achieve a satisfactory CGPA ,
unable attend a good university and
take the course in vision ...
so,how bout my career ? my life in the future..
afraid of many things if i cant do wat i must do
i may dismaying many ppl ,
i hav no confidence at all
And i cant say any more words at this moment ,
a time when all things hav end ,
struggle is also a wastage
the last thing i 'm able to do is only face the fact....

listen this nice song which accompany with me in these few days
“暗示(方炯镔 vs 弦子 )”

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